Things I want
James to be okay.
Me to be okay.
I want us to be okay.
I don’t understand how I can love him so fucking much and he can love me and we can both hurt because we’re not together but we aren’t good together.
I want to be good together :( I’m so upset that things got so bad to the point where we couldn’t turn them around. He is struggling with himself and I have been programmed to be there for him (and I want to be) but I can’t. This is his stuff and its dragging me down and I don’t need that. But I want that.
also I want someone to delete 80s Heart off of my itunes because it just makes me sick with anxiety.